"this could be an arctic monkeys album cover"

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tera bara yaad aata hain humein. pata nehi kyu, lekin kabhi kabhi aise hi tere bare mein sochna shuru kar dete hain. laaga tha ke agar tera harr nishan mita denge toh shayad ye dard thoda kam ho jayega, lekin saala pata nehi kyu ye gham toh chhodne ka naam hi nehi le raha.

ekdin tujhe bhul jayenge hum. pata hain. bas afsos hain ki bhulne ke siwa aur koi option nehi hain. kaash aisa hota ke aisa kabhi bhi nehi hota.

aaj bhi kabhi kabhi kuch cheezey delete kar dete hain hum. agar phirse tujhe history dekhna ho toh?

aaj bhi restaurants mein jaate hain toh chopsticks istemal karne ki koshish karte hain. taakein tujhe phirse ye na bolna pare ke bas ek hi fork chahiye, do nehi.

aaj bhi pictures lene ke baad tujhe bhejne ka mann karta hain. lekin pata hain ke tujhe koi interest hi nehi hain usme.

humein chhod kar bohot durr chala gaya hain tu. bohot pehle hi hua tha ye, hum bas manne se rahein. itna durr ke chillane se bhi koi farq nehi padega; tujhe sunai hi nehi dega. kabhi kabhi laagta hain ke shayad tu bhi humein yaad karta hain, humein abhi tak bhula nehi hain. tune hi toh bola tha, "i didn't forget about you." abhi bhi tere baatein replay karte hain mann mein.

wo sab chhodo, humein ye bolo. itna kuch hone ke baad bhi, itna waqt guzaar ne ke baad bhi, tu humse itna durr hone ke baad bhi -

kyu tera aab bhi rahe dil ko intezar?


my words fail me. i fear that i will never be able to express just how i feel right now, but i hope these songs will do some justice.


shayad tu kabhi dekhlega ye. bas darr hain ke zyada der hojayega.

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