main character syndrome

// how incoherent. how very tragically incoherent. so many feelings and i can't even articulate them. // but also, the incoherence is a result of the tumultuous situation in my head. i hope you can at least catch a glimpse of what it is like inside. manic as hell when i took this. made a terrible mistake. | market st, sydney so here's to my beautiful life that seems to leave me so unsatisfied no sense of self, but self-obsessed i'm always trapped inside my fucking head  - lewis capaldi on the track, how i'm feeling now hi, i'm back on this again. it's currently 00:08, the beginning of a long weekend. it is meant to be good friday today. it has been anything but good. and if this is how it starts, i don't even want to imagine what the rest of the weekend is going to look like. i'd be happy to stay alive until monday. - i took a lot of pictures of the stars today. stars are funny. i wish upon them every time i see them, but i keep forgetting the most impor