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a work in progress

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dawg i'm on so many meds rn i can barely feel anything. OK, that's not fully true. i've been prescribed 2 things - lamotrigine 200mg for mood instability, and fluoxetine 20mg for OCD. fluoxetine is an SSRI so it helps with depression and anxiety as well. i do think i might have to up my dose a little, but that's a discussion for later with my psychiatrist. you guys don't have to play armchair therapists and diagnose me. i was also told that i have something called persistent depressive disorder (PDD), alongside other things. the entry criteria for this club is having a low mood for most days, consistently, for a period of 2 years. i've been writing entries in this blog for around 3 years now, albeit inconsistently. i think it is quite obvious that i am the president of this club. feels like every time i'm on this thing, i'm just complaining man. this one is meant to be less of a complaint and more of a reflection, so bear with me. - i have been having so...