for my beautiful boy
Does anyone even read this anymore? - The last time I wrote something, it was me talking about how much I love this beautiful boy of mine. No one ever told me how much falling in love with the right person would change my life for the better. I have had the most magical 5 months ever, spending all of these moments filled with laughter and joy and quiet and love with him, and now I’ve got to spend 3 weeks away from him because I need to fuck off to the States. How unfortunate. - I didn’t think it was possible, but I’ve managed to fall even more in love than before. It’s like when you’re falling in your sleep, and it scares you because you don’t know if there’s anything at the bottom to cushion your fall. Maybe I’m an idiot, but I’m not so scared of what’s there at the bottom anymore. I just believe he will be there to catch me before I hit the ground. Faith, that’s a weird one. Never in my life did I ever imagine that I would surrender all control over to someone else, and allow them to...